Friday 15 April 2011

I'm feeling the pressure, there's so much pressure all the time- constantly. I don't really know how i'm supposed to live up to these expectations everyone keeps on assuming of me. I don't want to people to feel dissapointed in me and i really don't want to feel dissapointed in myself. But i can't keep on having this pressure on me, i'm exhausted, i'm stressed and i feel like i want to give up. Too much is being expected and i know i can't do what you expect of me and i'm sorry that i'm going to let you down. It makes me feel really weak when i compare myself to the person you want me to be and i don't want to feel weak.