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my horoscope.

it's been far to long blogger, i reliase no one really reads this, but it nice to get my words out, the ones who have been spinning around my head anoying me and not letting me get on with anything else.
So i've just finished my first half term of 6th form, safe to say my dreams of a super-cool-laid-back version of school was blown out th window as soon as i walked into my very first class. Each and every teacher trying to scare you out of their class, none of us really had a chance to begin with. A few weeks into the academic year, i had an angry art teacher on my back saying i wasn't "taking her lesson seriously" after being rather offended by her comment, i've been trying extra hard, even though she has now ruined art for me and i plan to quit it at the end of year 12. Surely teachers are there to ENcourage not DIScourage? Who knows anymore, i certainly don't...
So that shook me up pretty bad, then a couple of weeks later, final starting to think "yeah things are going great" only to recieve a letter from biology informing me i got 2 'U's in my end of unit tests, not so good... How is it that i'm actually doing better in chemistry, the extreamly hard mathematical subject rather than fun old biology which i adore?!
I went into 6th form thinking i'd do an english lit and philosophy degree, but chnaged my mind after getting an A* in chemistry gcse then decided to do a biology degree, then it changed to biochemistry, now it's moved onto enviromental science with a year of studying abroad? oh my mind changes far too often...
finally, on top of all this, i have my mother who constantly brings up the fact i dont have a boyfriend (i swear parents dont want you to have one?)
anyway, that is all for tonight my non existant readers
au revoir!

i swear teachers are supposed to make you better at something, and encrouage you. not fucking tear you to pieces, embarress you, and make you feel like shit.
yeah thanks a lot i now feel so great.

Someone asks you to do something and you know you easily could but it's effort. So you sit in your room alone, listening to depressing music thats actually really good in a really sad way, pizza in the freezer and the house to yourself. Who needs to be social when you have that?