I'm pissed off and annoyed at this stupid situation that i have been put in. A situation i have no control over. A situation which is forcing me to choose. How on earth is it fair that you decide to do this, and you both get along with your lives, you dont have to be pushed between two places. You get to carry on as normal. This situation has no affect on you, yet it's changed my whole life.
I don't understand how i'm stuck between two places. It's like i'm the only one who's being punnished and i haven't even done a thing wrong. I'm being punished for you two not being able to sort things out. No point in telling me lodes of people have to go through it, i didnt want this to happen, you made it happen and now i'm paying the price, thanks.
Also, i've been put in the role of the "messenger" as you two refuse communtication i'm delivering letters and asking your questions becuase you won't.
It's unfair that i dont have all my things with me, because i'm at one place and my stuff is at another. All your stuff is with you, yet mines being shipped around and pushed between the pair of you. On top of all that its my choice as to who's feelings i hurt.
i'm not angry at either of you, but i'm so angry/upset/annoyed at this situation because you're not going through it and i am.
cheers.
sorry, i just needed to vent.
