:)

Loving the fact that i've just been so happy for over 24 hours, this must be a record! Anyone who reads this must think i'm a moody basterd, I'm honestly not that bad, I hold most of my depressing crap for blogger and msn. So please don't judge me on this, i'm normally happy in person!
But yes, its been over 24hours and I haven't felt the need to be like "hkh fkjdfjgfj!FML" Nope, and i want to thank reading for this, I know everyone must be fed up with this reading hysteria, but just so you know, I won't shut up unill i go and then of course I won;t shut up about how awesome it was. So, avoid me if you're not up for hearing the talk. To be fair, you can't judge me, you know that the line up is sickalick! I was jumping aand squealing and being the crazy gal I really am when i found out! mmmmmmm Simon Neil, just to say, i'm so back in love with you, by the way, after that hint youd be playing at reading you shared on facebook fan page.

All thats left to say is: mon the biff!

You know what?

I feel positive today.
This weekend will be a good one, no, i won't do anything, of course not, i; can never be bothered to do anything memorable, and i feel like these upcmmong exams are a dragon breathing fire down my stressed neck.
HO HUMM
I've pulled myself together, and feeling like i'm on the right track with work and everything, i just want my social life to come back,i've missed it,
i really fancy an adventure, but doubt it'll happen

=

This woman is so cool.

It hasn't hit me yet

Soon, it's going to hit me, and its going to hit me bloody hard.

mmmmmmmmm

loving the weather
done some art

Yes, its fair to say, this weekend i have had no social lie, but that's ok. I didn't want to out. I just needed some down time, and i'm so glad I got it. I feel so much happier than i've felt in along time.
Maybe it's just a case of some serious pathetic fallicy
ahaha
yes thats right, its sunny cos i'm happy, basically, i'm mother nature
:)

:S :@ :|

I hate that even in you're best subjects where you're getting A* or As there's always someone better than you. It makes me feel like i'm going to end up nowhere, with nothing. God, the confusion i'm feeling right now, it's driving me insane. I just wish there was a simple answer, someone to tell me what to do, where to go, but there's not, so i'll just continue to sit here with a confused expression on my face.
bye.

I'm scared of my exams, but i'm more scared of failing them.

so i

grabbed a book from german, i get home, open the book, stare, stare, stare
Nope. Nothing goes in.
Literally like looking at a load of gobbledegook
Exams in April i am so screwed
I just don't understand
any of it
it makes no sense
when i try to revise, it makes no difference
I really don't think i'll be able to get my B
Which will ruin my "nothing-bellow-a-B" rule
Why oh why did I pick a language
I must like to punish myself
Oh god, even now i'm not revsing
i'm 100% screwed.

Dear lord, help me understand german, make it easy, make me learn, make me do well in it, please, please, please, thank youxxxxxxxxxxx








But I did get a B+/A- in my english lit mock
yayayayay good for next to nothing revision, oooh I'm loving literature.

I'm just so god damn dissapointed in myself

When you have one part of your life covered, all the others are crap.
But the one i've got covered is a nessessity for this current time, so I shouldn't complain, in fact I should work to make it better, if that's all i've got, might aswell make it brilliant.
Thing's will work them self out, they'll happen when they do, no point in pushing it, but i'm just so god damn dissapointed in myself for wanting everything.

Not your day, eh?

You wake up, BAM something goes wrong.
It's something small, you laugh it off.
Then something else happens, once again, you laugh it off and reliase today will not be your day, you unklucky one.
And it carries on throughout the day, it gets worse and worse, some things bearable, others not so bearable.
When it came down to cracking time, I was not prepared.
I just needed things to go right, and when you want that to happen so bad, things won't.
Lets just say voices got loud.
I take the responsibility, I just was so happy it was done and then something prevented the end, and, I lost it, you lost it, we all lost it.
But it's cool, thats what happens somedays and you just have to take a breath, say your sorrys, and say:
"oh god, it was so not my day"

Blogger

Hi blogger, you're great. Thought I was going to leave you, because I got a tumblr. This is not the case. You're great, I feel like I can write everything to you, but on tumblr, no one seems to do that, it's just re-blogging and posting pictures and one liners. I need blogger so I can get all my moods out of my system. I like how when I write down something that I am feeling, it becomes what I was feeling. It allows me to be happier, and if I feel like I want to tell you something, I can. I feel like tumblr judges me more.
Hmmphh.
So no, shan't be leaving you, you virtual diray, coz u rock.

Just want to say one thing, my sister's actually one of the best.
No doubt, she'll read this and laugh, but she is.
& if she's lucky, I may miss her a tiny bit when she gos uni.

*I love frank turner, he's such an unexpected person.
I didn't expect to stumble across this little jem, but its truley great, it's a truely out there song. I think I love his music so much because you can see he writes his songs with words he is feeling right there and then. You know when he's gone through a rough patch, and you know when he's having a laugh. Although, his songs always have a positive/jokey feel to them and its just that little bit uplifting :) ahh

http://open.spotify.com/track/6JlRVxeJNZnQ7P8IQ8DFAS



Well you're a prize specimin -
I shouldn't pick you up, I don't know where you've been.
You invite me back to your place,
And you feed me drinks to get me out of my face.
You never own up to what you did -
And then you tell your friends I took the piss.


So come on everybody, come on,
Don't make me regret ever writing this song -
I need every motherfucker to sing along.

Hard to explain

There's this band and I dont really like there music if I am honest, but something about their music just give me memories and just immediatly boosts my mood, just really motivates me.
They are the ultimate feel-good band. They've even got me wanting to do my biology coursework. I saw them on my newsfeed saying they were on a show, wathed the show and remebered them. Its really lame but feel almost proud? that they are finally breaking through in england.
I saw them live about a year ago and wow, yes, its the repetitive punk-rock-pop-emo-crap stuff, and yes, i'm not into that music, but them as a band are just quite amazing, and they are rather funny.
They just make me so content.
.
I do love you

i just love this

http://www.flickr.com/photos/44410740@N04/page9/

I've never been Summer's Biggest Fan

previous years, i've never been too excited for summer, I am not all into the hot weather. However, this year, i'm actually looking forward to it, (except exams).
I can't wait for the flipflops, the hats, the dresses, the grass, the smell of sun tan cream, the bbqs, the lack of school, sitting in fields, long summer nights.
It should be excellent, I think i've had a change of heart beacause this summer so much is going to change, it'll be the last time thats we're all "together".
And ofcourse there's reading
aha, at first i was like :o the line ups shit.
But, it's all starting to brighten up, the roumers are getting better and better.
Now paramore is set to headline- which will be amazing.
Blink i'm not too keen on, but yanno, its a cool thing to see: "yeah, i've seen blink 182 at reading" It seems COOL.
ahah
and then arcade fire, never really listened to them all that much but i've heard a few and i like it, so yeah, i'm up for that.
AND then, there's biffy clyro, Oh god, they will be the best, for so long i've wanted to see them live!
yay
so I just can't wait for summer, except the exams and hayfever...

sping is my fav

With spring pretty much on its way, just waitng for it to go up in a fw degrees, we'll be sure to go camping! It's the best night/morning ever. We went twice last year and both times it was endlessly funny. bacon sandwhiches all night lond, a big fire, tents collapsing,guitar singing, drunken firends throwing up, and thowing dehodrant cans into the fire..yeah thats not such a good point. Although, it did look really pretty afterwards ;D Anyway, i just can't wait and maybe a few of our newer friends may come along. So this is a message to the old mother nature, make it a bit warmer so we can go camping


and just to let you know spotify adverts are great!
"maybe you slipped on a badger"
"or fell through a hole in the fabric of time"

I'll just go ahead and spill my thoughts

You're so annoying. They way you make up your mind on who you feel like hating baised on nothing at all. You do it to so many of us. And you're just getting a bit too full of yourself. You hadn't really done much to me, but i've seen you do it to others, and now you've started doing it to me, it started off as being funny. But now you're just being a twat.
Stop being an arse.
and stop being blunt when nothing has been said.
bye.

This is dedicated to nikita.

Because I know you like Nick Lachey secretly
I thought I'd say, "It's kl, I love him too."
Here's you're favorite song nikita:
http://open.spotify.com/track/3ofpEHsHpBOhpRVHVfPcsa
And how about a picture?

work/rest/play

It's everything isn't it?
When you're not working, you're resting/playing
When you're not playing, you're working/resting
When you're not resting, you're playing/working
It's an alright stimulus, not the best, not the worst. It does seem a little obvious at first. I felt like every idea I had, was so plainly one of them. I like to go off and fine something less obvioous. And thank you very much exam bored for giving me the booklet with a few hints. Now I have two compleatly differnt, unobvious, directions to go in. And. they are both kick ass,
I'm afraid if i tell you, I would have to kill you.
Only got 8 weeks to compleate it?
Jesus christ
Thats not enough time!
Well I guess i'll have to pull me socks up.