thinking positive.

I'm heading off to bed in a sec, but I wanted to just blogg a bit before I hit the hay.
Not a lot to say, apart from I;m going to try and be more positive, I'm going to try to stop saying things I don't like and things I do like. A negative attitude won't take me anywhere, so what's the point in it? I know, I know, i'll be back on here with in a matter of days complaining about this and that, but I promise I will try my hardest, even to feel positive about maths ;o ahah
Although, this election is really anoying. I love labour, I love everything about it. And I just fail at seeing anything good about conservative at all, the fact that ever since I can remember it's always been labour, proberbly does sway me to wanting them to remain in power, just because it;s what i've always known but I do really think they are good! And lib dems, well I like to whole free uni policy but thats about it. Anyway, i'm not 18, so I can;t vote, so my opinion doesn't even count, so that was pointless talking about that.
Right that was my final negative attitude towards something! Well, I can't promise. But i'll attempt to keep it up for a few days!
LATERZ
XXX

Bonjour blogger,
I love art.
I know i get angry with it but at the end of the day I really do love it.
It's so relaxing and it's just nice to be able to make something that was a thought into something that's infront of you.
And oh I just simply LOVE it when I get to use symbolism. It's great. I paint somthing and write about what I feel it means. And, you can't really be wrong. It so influential and ooh I love it. I know i'm not the best, but I still enjoy it.
I'm actually excited for my art exam, I just need to get a bit more work down in my book.
I did have a point where I was thinking, "should i really be taking art for A level?" But you know what screw it. I like it. Art is fun. I need a chill subject, and art is just that.
;D
byedebye
XXX

PS. GOING TO SEE KICK ASS LATER! EXCITED

just some random ramble

HI blogger!
I'm feeling really relaxed right now, just enjoying being calm and content. I don't suppose i'll be feeling so calm in the next few months, so i'm really going to take this feeling in.
You may know how into music I am, but then again you may not. I like how I can find a song for whatever mood i'm in. See my cousin said something last month whilst discussing this band "you'll appreaciate them more when you're out of the whole 'no one understnds what i'm feeling like' kind of music" I agree, and dissagree.
I realise that i'm in the whole teenage grumpy mood swinging time. But also that, the music is able to match my mood because the music was written whilst someone was in that mood. It may not be the same circumsatnces but it works all the same. It may not have been the same trigger, not the exact same mood but its close enough to understand.
And erm basically i'm just glad theres something to relate to.

OH HELLO SHITTEST FRIDAY EVER.

That is all.

Breakable objects.

Dear blogger,
Mood has been lifted. May not stay content for long. Fragile state of mood. Please be careful, lets not break it. :)
that is all
my lovely lovely followers
XXXX

I deffinatly said 'I' too many times in this blog.

I'm average I'm average I'm average I'm average I'm average I'm average I'm average

I want to be talented and have that one thing i know i'll suceed in. The one thing i'm better at than everyone else. I want a something i can fall back on. Something I enjoy, something others enjoy. I kind of always believed that everyone had one thing, and they'd just find it and that's be it. But i'm starting to see it's not like that at all. Some people get gifts, others don't. Some people give up, but some people work to get somewhere were they may not be the best, but they are pretty damn good. Unless I stumble across my talent, i'm just going to have to work, but the things is, there's not much I enjoy so much that i know i want to continue with it forver. I really do get bored so easy, and i tend to give up too early. I find it so hard to do something over and over because of the bordom, i like doing things when i feel i really want to, then it turns into a hobby, i don't want to force myself into doing something i dont really enjoy. The hobbies i do get proberbly don't even count as hobbies because i do them so randomly, and often end up forgetting how much i enjoy them. I think i've been contradicting myself a lot in this blog and it proberbly doesn't flow, but when i'm bored, i eat, and i ramble. So i just ate left over dinner and then this blog happened.


peaceeeeeout

Pointless really.

I don't really know what I want to blog about today, I just know I do.
I'm feeling a bit like disconnected? I'm not sure if thats the right word, but I think it'll do. Oh perfect way to descibe it: so imagine an astronaut in space and when they go out to fix a spacecraft or just a general stroll and they are securred to the space craft. yep thats how i'm feeling, like in limbo, not at the place where i began, not at the destination. I'm not sure why i'm feeling like this, all i know is I am.
It could be the comming exams, the revison's started, but the exams are yet to come.
It could be my age, too old for somethings but too young for eveything else.
It could be because i'm bored and i want to go out even though i know i should be working.
OH NO, just remember i have to finish a maths paper, i should probs get cracking thats proberbly going to take the rest of the holidays up.
so to sum up, a pointless blog about pointless things, that you proberbly arn't intressed or give a damn. So gutted at you if you read this, also, i'm sorry for my rambling and boring blogs ;)
loveyaaax

wasted night= wasted day

Ha, it's so true. I can't bring myself to do anything, revised physics for a bit.
I don't mind the space stuff as much as everything else. I think I prefer it because i'm intressted in it. It kind of really fasinates me, not in a geeky way, but like just a curious way. I think it's funny how some people really don't believe in aliens. I'm not saying I believe in green men with funny shaped heads. But, to think there's nothing out there, it's pretty unrealistic.
I'm not sure if i believe that they've visted us, or abducted anyone, i bet now saying that, a big green light will beam down at me, and suck me up into their circular spacecraft where they will poke and prod me and think "yeesh, aliens are really mank"
It would be so surreal to think all that space is just wasted-nothing there, cold nothingness. I don't want anyone to prove life or no life on other planets, i'm quite happy with the unknown because it means I can believe in anything.

I day dream far too often

I find it so easy to just drop into my own world.
I was on the train for like 1.45minutes and I think I daydreamed pretty much constantly. I love it, but it's proberbly not the most constructive thing to do with my time.

I kinda feel

Like a bit sad really. I watched this film, remember me, today and it's kind of really stuck with me. It makes me sad for two reasons.
Firstly; the ending. That was really like just horrible but yeah, I think it's because it's a real thing that did happen and it made me think about something like that proberbly did happen on that day. And so many peole were affected by it. And i think too show someoes life and show how sudden and unexpected this event was, was such a good idea for a film becacuse it's real? I never thought about a film that deeply, but as i said, it hit me kind of hard.

And secondly, which sounds so little in comparrison now i've written that. So i'll say it differntly. I'm not sad about this, i just would like it one day. I want to meet someone (i realise this sounds lame) but yes, someone who i just click with.

But please go and see remember me it;s so amazing.

French boys

OH MY, so around about this time last year i was in norfolk with my school, where we stumbled across some very sexy french boys. And after a convosation with a very difficult language barrier, we found out everyone understood "facebook?" so yes, got all them on faceyb. So yes, haven't spoken to them in like what 7 months?
So i tthought it was acceptable to make a post about them because a sexy french lad who i met has just poped up n facebook chat (L)
Oh i love him.
French boys are the bee's knees