rainbowmood.

Today has certainly been a mixture of emotion.

Drama was lame, as i'm faling i have an extra lesson after school on thursday to boost my grade, WTF?! I hate drama. Next week is going to be the worst, wednesday: rehersal + performance. Thursday: extra lesson. Friday: DOUBLE DRAMA. oh deary me. So this news clearly put me in a crappy arse mood ; and i continued to be in my foul mood throughout english.

Next emotion : embarressment. enough said, I hate that I blush so easily.

Maths. Where we were to recieve our module 3 gcse results. I GOT AN A!

This put me in SUCH a good mood! i was almost crying, I was so proud of myself :') I was only expecting a B maximum, but turned out getting better! SO great!

It really made me think that if I actually put effort in, you get results. I guess it's true what they say "you reep what you sew" from now on, i'm going to put so much effort in.

However, continuing on in my jouney of moods, i was super excited to tell my mother the excellent news- she was happy for about 5mins but then started to tell me about chores :/

I hate it when I get dragged out of my good mood. The topic began at chores and just got worse and worse, wasn't best happy.

I felt as though I wasn't even alowed to be happy for more than a couple of seconds. And this upset me.

Next emotion: sadness. I got in a stress. Que the loud music. Bad times. I decided to stop being so selfish and pathetic and thought i'd go share the news with my sister and her boyf. ( her boyfriend was the one who tutored me, and got me myy A ) So, they didn't seem all that excited either.

But the main thing was, that i was proud of myself, right?

So i dragged my mood back up, but to be frank, I never got to the level that I was whilst I was walking home WHICH SUCKS because I love being that happy. I love happiness.

:)

hmmmmm, what was my next mood - proberbly quite a mellow one, i went to my friend taylors house, it's her birthday you see so we went round and kept her company, which was good :)

Although something got broke, which made things a little awkward but it was finnnnnnne.

THEN I got an indian, so yannoo of course i'd be happy, I love my food. I have a feeling obesity will be a problem when i'm older, ahah thats going to fun ;)

what a rainbowww ehhh?