A positive outlook.

Hello,
things seem to be looking good, well at this moment in time it does. Hey, i'm a teenage I change my mind a lot. Ha, schools alright, you kind of get into the swing of it and then you don't really mind it that much. Some lessons I even enjoy ;o! I'm going to try to be more positive about drama this year, i';ve avoided it for about 6/7 weeks now, which is bad but not my fault. I;m hoping that if I'm more open to it, i'll improve my grade. Drama just scares me a bit. The idea of doing it was to build up my confidence, however in drama lessons i have zilcho confidence and urge time to hurry the hell up. BUT, things will change, I promise.
I did this in geography last term, I was doing bad, like really bad, but i just convinced myself i liked it, and now i'm predicted an A, so i'm hoping it'll work for drama.
I suppose you can convice yourself to think about something diffferntly and you can actually change how you feel about it.
I don't know whether this is good or bad?
I suppose, in some cases, yes it obbviously is good, like in school and if someones annoying you? But like if you do it with other things you start to ignore how you really feel and things could get complicated in the long term.
So, the plan is to encorage myself to do better in school subjects...but in other areas to actually go with my gut feeling.
I swear the voice in my head is not clear enough sometimes.


I can't believe revision has put me in a good mood! ;o