Read

I've spent the majority of the day reading, and I plan to do more. Once I get dragged into a book, I find it difficult to jump out. The really special books I come across become all I focus on. In some cases, it becomes an obsession. It becomes all I think about and all I want to do, I latch on and I do not want to let go. These are the books I never want to finish. I hate re-reading books, so once i've finished them I proberbly won't come back to it. Which is why I don't want them to finish, once they are read, they are read. & that's it, they're done and they're placed under my bed.
I find it super intressting to see how each writer puts the words together, each style. That's what keeps it fresh, otherwise it would be repetitive rubbish, and who wants to read that?
I'm finding this book inparticular to be so refreshingly differnt, it just keeps me constantly wondering and thinking forward. I love it. However, some books just make you desire what they have, their lives. Not in a jelous way, just in a way that the possibility of it makes you happy.
Reading makes me look forward to the future.

So sleepy

I wish that when I decided to have a lack of sleep, I didn't have to pay for it the next day. Sadly, this is not the case.

I'm off for a power nap catch yaaa later!

ruined.

So, I went to poetry live today and it has to be said, my favorite poem has been ruined!
I thought Homecomming was the coolest poem ever, the only one i've ever really liked during this 2 year course.
Today, Simon Armitage, the poet, ruined it.
The meaning has been compleatly fliped upside down, and now that I fully understand it, i'm not that keen on it. I enjoyed my interpretation of it so much more.
I admit it's much more kinder than my ideas and in fact it's a love poem, I thought it was a violent poem?! But it's a love poem, in the way that only the two who know the story behind it would realise what it actually is, which makes it rather cute.
However, the examiner was giving us tips and saying how to explore multiple theories, so I have two compleatly differnt interpretations of the poem. So if I do write about it, i'll get a better grade, but it won't be my favorite poem anymore.



this man is a really funny one.

So, if someone was like, "whos the coolest person in the world?"
I'd obviously say me first but yanno second best would so be this man. He's so great.I find him so attractive, not sure what it is, maybe his outfits? Or possibly his hair. I don't know what it is but I do know I LOVE him...

"comming from you.." is always followed by an insult.

could this be accomplishment?

HA screw you homework, I beat you.
I don't think i've ever done all of my homework in one weekend, normally its the night before the due date.
But no! ahah I get to have the rest of my Sunday for myself. No more time spent over you.
I would love to do this every weekend, won't happen. But, atleast the first week back won't be too hard ;)
Wow, I feel so proud ;D

Oh god, Its easy to convince yourself of something you think the same over and over, and then you become your thought.
I did exactly this before a couple of years back and thanks to myself, I had a crappy time.
It's funny how one action can trigger negative thoughts.
It's easy to say that i'm being stupid, but to convince myself of what i'm saying is a compleatly differnt thing.
I don't want to repeat my actions, but that's the only thing I can see myself doing.
Nothing to occupy my mind, so the thoughts run off and escalate into something that it is so not