I deffinatly said 'I' too many times in this blog.

I'm average I'm average I'm average I'm average I'm average I'm average I'm average

I want to be talented and have that one thing i know i'll suceed in. The one thing i'm better at than everyone else. I want a something i can fall back on. Something I enjoy, something others enjoy. I kind of always believed that everyone had one thing, and they'd just find it and that's be it. But i'm starting to see it's not like that at all. Some people get gifts, others don't. Some people give up, but some people work to get somewhere were they may not be the best, but they are pretty damn good. Unless I stumble across my talent, i'm just going to have to work, but the things is, there's not much I enjoy so much that i know i want to continue with it forver. I really do get bored so easy, and i tend to give up too early. I find it so hard to do something over and over because of the bordom, i like doing things when i feel i really want to, then it turns into a hobby, i don't want to force myself into doing something i dont really enjoy. The hobbies i do get proberbly don't even count as hobbies because i do them so randomly, and often end up forgetting how much i enjoy them. I think i've been contradicting myself a lot in this blog and it proberbly doesn't flow, but when i'm bored, i eat, and i ramble. So i just ate left over dinner and then this blog happened.


peaceeeeeout