HI

I'M HAPPY.
OMG
!!!!
This is surprising for me, eh?
But nno! I am a happy gal, just I normally only blog when I'm angry/upset/WHATVER. But i'm happy. I've have such a 'chill' day, it's been so great. I stayed at my friends last night, 10 of us, I think i was the only sober one, but it's cool because i so much fun last night, so now I know I don't rely on mr.alcohol for fun! I can go back to sober gen, who has fun, but who does not do stupid things- THIS IS A GOOD THING, TRUST ME. Yeah, so last night was wickkkkkked, laughed so hard, who needs exercise when you can laugh like that?! ;')
Anyway, so the morning began with a darlic alarm clock going off "EXTERMINATE"- it wass err, an intressting way to wake up? aahah and then a few of us decided to wake the finall sleepers with some great dancing and terrible singing to "brimful of ashes", they absaloutly loved us afterwards :')
ahahah, yepp, so after I came home, me and my sister took wags for a walk down to the river and took some photos, which'll be lovely for my scrapbook :D
yay, and then i just sat outsid with wags for a while and just "CHILLED" in the sun. so good.
what can i say, i'm a girl who loves to chill!
I feel so relaxed, but I still haven't excepted that the school holidays have started for me?! 10 weeks of pure bliss, although i am so excited for next year :D
ahah ii'll stop babbling now, sorry i've just bored you with my activites, but i thought you might want to know that i'm not always mood and angry!
LOVE YOU, YOU LOVELY PEOPLEXXX

seriously?

I'm fed up and you are a bitch.
I'm shocked that you're doing this again.
See, I was dreading the next couple of weeks, but you've made it so much easier for me. I never really used to believe the whole "silver lineing" to everything, but now I think i've finally found it. Yes, it doesn't really make it better at all, it's still going to be the absaloute shittest thing ever, but you've made me just that tiny bit happy it's happening yannno?
so thank you, but i hope that one day you grow out of this

Maybe I should get a better calender?

So there I was, staring my exams straight in the face, although I thought the showdown was 3 weeks away, I had the horrible realisation in my enligsh class that infact it was only 2. Now my first reaction was "huhuhjkshdjklhklj?!?"??!?" and then by "CRAAAAAAAAAAAP" then by, "have I even done any revision?" then finally "stop have a thought conversation and pay attention and learn something" Ha.
So yes, horrifc news. Isn't it horrible when you think something is further away than it actually is. It's the horrid thought of falliure that scares the liiving days out of me. Because it would mean I would've lost the 2 year battle against my upcomming exams, and I cannot deal with losing.
I've done about 2 hours revision tonight, but I don't even know if thats enough? I should proberbly do some more? Yes, good plan batman.
seeeeyaXXX

ps. Just heard that gordon brown will be resigning, saddens me so much, genuinly thought I loved him. But after seeing the possible next leader of the labour party, david milliband, i've realised he's so much better.

thinking positive.

I'm heading off to bed in a sec, but I wanted to just blogg a bit before I hit the hay.
Not a lot to say, apart from I;m going to try and be more positive, I'm going to try to stop saying things I don't like and things I do like. A negative attitude won't take me anywhere, so what's the point in it? I know, I know, i'll be back on here with in a matter of days complaining about this and that, but I promise I will try my hardest, even to feel positive about maths ;o ahah
Although, this election is really anoying. I love labour, I love everything about it. And I just fail at seeing anything good about conservative at all, the fact that ever since I can remember it's always been labour, proberbly does sway me to wanting them to remain in power, just because it;s what i've always known but I do really think they are good! And lib dems, well I like to whole free uni policy but thats about it. Anyway, i'm not 18, so I can;t vote, so my opinion doesn't even count, so that was pointless talking about that.
Right that was my final negative attitude towards something! Well, I can't promise. But i'll attempt to keep it up for a few days!
LATERZ
XXX

Bonjour blogger,
I love art.
I know i get angry with it but at the end of the day I really do love it.
It's so relaxing and it's just nice to be able to make something that was a thought into something that's infront of you.
And oh I just simply LOVE it when I get to use symbolism. It's great. I paint somthing and write about what I feel it means. And, you can't really be wrong. It so influential and ooh I love it. I know i'm not the best, but I still enjoy it.
I'm actually excited for my art exam, I just need to get a bit more work down in my book.
I did have a point where I was thinking, "should i really be taking art for A level?" But you know what screw it. I like it. Art is fun. I need a chill subject, and art is just that.
;D
byedebye
XXX

PS. GOING TO SEE KICK ASS LATER! EXCITED

just some random ramble

HI blogger!
I'm feeling really relaxed right now, just enjoying being calm and content. I don't suppose i'll be feeling so calm in the next few months, so i'm really going to take this feeling in.
You may know how into music I am, but then again you may not. I like how I can find a song for whatever mood i'm in. See my cousin said something last month whilst discussing this band "you'll appreaciate them more when you're out of the whole 'no one understnds what i'm feeling like' kind of music" I agree, and dissagree.
I realise that i'm in the whole teenage grumpy mood swinging time. But also that, the music is able to match my mood because the music was written whilst someone was in that mood. It may not be the same circumsatnces but it works all the same. It may not have been the same trigger, not the exact same mood but its close enough to understand.
And erm basically i'm just glad theres something to relate to.

OH HELLO SHITTEST FRIDAY EVER.

That is all.